Today is Sunday. Easier day with stretch. I did not say easy. More on that next week. First week stats: I lost 3.8 pounds and down 1.1% body fat. Not bad for one week. I'm sold.
The thing I am noticing is how habits are so strong. Shakeology is usually my yummy treat (the meal replacement recommended in the T25 meal plan). I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE the chocolate vegan flavor. Did I say I love it? It is so tasty, and sweet enough that when I have it, I am not constantly battling my sweet tooth. Thank goodness. If you want info go to www.shakeology.com/jenngibbs Amazing stuff.
My lovely daughter works at a bakery and brings home pastries on Saturday nights. This sounded like a good thing a few weeks ago, before I committed to the T25 meal plan. I didn't realize it, but my habit is to reach in the bag for this week's treat and have a bite. I did the reach today, but luckily remembered my promise at the last second. Wow. I didn't even think about it. It was like I was conditioned to be in some trance and approach the bakery bag. I really didn't consciously consider it more than cave-man style ("food. yum. that look good." grunt). It was a strong pull and I actually reached a second time before shaking myself awake. If not for being committed to my transformation in a big way, I would have caved. But I need a compelling after picture and I am going to get one. Man, that was tough!
Then I had an afternoon with the family, and around 4:00 the cookie thing again! Not the bag this time (I made sure a calorie-deprived pre-teen boy took care of that). This time it was "let's make some cookies from scratch". I am becoming more of a food snob to where commercial baked goods have less and less appeal. So my rationalization has been, if it's made at home with wholesome ingredients like organic butter and love, then it's ok. Well, normally maybe, but for 25 days, THERE ARE NO COOKIES IN THE T25 MEAL PLAN. Not to mention that this way of thinking has brought me to needing an after picture. :( So another habit, Sunday afternoon baking, will have to take a backseat for a while. It's ok. It's ok. I have several weeks to consider how to deal with it. It's almost a relief to know I cannot have it, so I don't have to decide what level of guilt to feel about having some. For now I can feel good about the workout my discipline muscle got today.